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Greetings Masters,
Greetings Mistresses,
and Greetings fellow imbonded souls *smile*

This one supposes she should write a little about herself in this section! Well, as you can probably guess from the theme of my journal, i'm a young, deeply submissive young woman. i became involved with the bdsm scene after graduating college when i lived near Washington DC, and felt like it was such a homecoming. i met a wonderful Domme and her submissive who became my surrogate parents as i started exploring this deep, almost indescribable need within myself.

i spent a few years attending occasional play parties, along with different special interests groups and learning classes, all of which i loved *smile* (this one is a mini-sponge, and loves to learn and try new things.. it's rare for me to turn down a chance to do something new!) While this was a wonderful time, and i met a lot of close friends, i always felt that there was just *something* missing... this one knew that she craved something *more*, she felt a deep desire to belong to a strong Master, to be His in heart and soul. While she felt this need in her heart, her fears had other ideas... she ran away for a long time, scared of the thoughts and feelings she'd have when she thought of these things.

The turning point, which of course was a complete mistake, happened one week when this one was very bored. While recovering from an operation, and unable to do much besides sit in a chair or lay in bed, i started wandering chat rooms... and walked into a discussion room about M/s relationships *smile* Once again, my curiousity got me in trouble! i met another girl in the room, an older, married slave, and she just had a way of speaking about things that just seemed to ease my fears so much. Suddenly, my feelings felt *right* for the first time... maybe a long term relationship with a Master was possible!

i met my Master, Master Bob (or Master Frev depending on where He is!) a few months ago, where it seemed like fate gave us a helping hand. This one received an email from an old, old, old profile she had from Master Bob, someone who hardly ever writes anyone, with the funny thing being that i rarely if ever even read an anonymous email! For some reason though, i opened the message, and *something* had my hands typing back... and this one is ever so happy that she did! Fate can sometimes be a wonderful thing if things keep going as well as they have been...

i created this journal so that i can *hopefully* record some of my feelings as i enter into my first (and hopefully last!) M/s relationship, and have a history of every thought and fear as i kneel at my Master's feet. i also hope this journal may grow to offer insight to other girls out there, and hopefully help someone, which i love to do! (i'm a slave, duh!) Anyway, this one hopes You find her musings pleasing, and maybe someday soon, You'll get to see her soul bared if and when she is found worthy, and a collar is closed around her slender throat.

In sweet service to Him, with all her love,

-emi

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